upon a falling star...

Lunar Eclipse :) Couldn't really get a clear picture cos there were clouds hovering above. But at least I caught it. A once in a lifetime thing. :) Suteki da ne?

When you are playing a violin, you play with feelings Beautiful, the sound may be.. But if you're not careful If you're too forceful The strings break This applies to everything we do. Sometimes, if we try too hard... We tend to break something we didn't intend to ruin It's not good to suppress feelings too You've got to let them out somehow And Idk why am I typing this. Hmmm.. maybe I'm teaching myself a lesson... BUT IM HAPPY WITH A NEW FOUND PEACE IN ME. Now when I just stare out into the dark night sky... I do not feel afraid... I feel calm. Placcid. Sigh....... not many would really understand how I feel. ok some only. rarely. not even my closest friend. but i know that some friends will understand hmmmmm... how much I wish that these friends of mine and I will grow closer I think my posts contradict with each other Like one moment I can sound so destructive and keep ranting and saying how things are hopeless and feel all an...

Umbrellas flying everywhere!!!! Lazy~ In school before going to MB Today was really fun!! HAHA it was not that hot today as it was really cloudy and windy. But I still got slightly sunburnt. I think its only me. Also, we had a lot of fun playing :) And taking tumblr photos @hillary HAHAHA Gosh can't say how much I love my batch people so so so so so much Maybe it's a good thing that our batch has little people... It's so easy for us to bond :3 ♥♥♥♥♥

According to my chem teacher, if you take philosophy in Uni, there will be 2 questions in your paper and each is 50 marks. One of the questions was like: You are going on a cruise with your spouse. There was a storm, thus a shipwreck. You were saved by the rescuers. The rescuers told you that 2 people were on the ship. One of them is saved, the other died. Question is... Should you pray that the person that survived is your spouse? I know you'll be thinking like: DUH OF COURSE I SHOULD PRAY. But the answer is you shouldn't cos since one of them is dead already, even if you pray it won't bring the person back to life etc. I know it's weird. and it's an instinct to pray. Like come on, you would wish for the person who survives to be your spouse right? But philosophy is just plain weird. She told us another question. Okay you all know which way is clockwise right? If you dk, see a window? go jump now. Or even easier, just smash y...

The biggest risk in your life is not taking any risks at all. Now that I think about it, it's quite true. In my life, there's lots of a regrets... I did not complete my journey on music. I may not even visit Japan in my entire life. I never took up dance classes. The list goes on forever... Yup, and time after time I'm just afraid of the down side happening so I've never really taken a big step forward to a new beginning and trying something new. I want to, but sometimes I remind myself that I need discipline and self-control and that I need to prioritise. That's what the school and teachers want us to learn anyway right? But I feel that I'm often limiting myself. So I've decided that I shall go crazy and change after O levels. Be prepared to see the new me after all these. In just less than 2 years time, the real me is gonna be unleashed. Can't wait. I'm finally gonna be able to make a lot of mistakes. Avril Lavigne's song of What The Hell suits...

Since I feel oh-so-emo now, I shall post about the things I have obsessions with. It's also the 'places' where I take refuge. I'm sorry if this post is boring. I just ain't perfect. And I never will aim to be. First up: Fairytales Fairytales are one of the most mysterious things that I admire. Why were they even made, when they are opposites of reality? Ever thought why they always have happy endings? Some of us still fall in love with fairytales I'm one of them. To some of you, fairytales are stupid. But I like it's innocence, purity, and peacefulness... When I feel down, I look at fairytales, and I know that there's always a happy ending. I can keep my head up like that. Cos I know there's a happy ending. Reality otherwise, you just don't know where it goes. So when I read a fairytale, I have an assurance... I feel at ease. I feel safe and comfortable. I never realised fairytales were my secret...

While Faith was trying to convince me to pitch... Me: "I'm a very sensitive person. I take criticism very seriously! " Hillary: "Eh vanessa, you look like a pig. " Me: " SHUT UP! " Hillary: " Neh, she really that sensitive what. " Lost the match with a very bad score, but still a happy day. :)