upon a falling star...

I don't know why I've been doing so many quizzes/personality tests I feel like I have the desire to discover more about myself. Perhaps I do not understand myself. So I did a test.. Just wanna paste some results. For future reference, and in case some of you are interested Go to ColorQuiz.com if you wanna try it out. This saddens me the most lol "Emotionally distant even from those closest to her." Ok yeah it's true. But having something to confirm it just makes me feel worse. You know what I mean? Just like when you have an uncertainty about something, at the same time you're curious about it, then when some neutral source confirms it or when your friend confirms it, You either feel really happy or really sad :/ My Actual problem: "Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries...

I was on a 3 day 2 night trip at Phuket, Thailand! And overall, it was really exciting. Probably because of the water sports like banana boat. There was parasailing but after banana boat I got no balls to go parasail T.T I shall do it next time. And it costed like 1100 baht. Which was quite expensive! Ok so we landed in the afternoon. On the way to the hotel, we took an hour long taxi ride to the hotel... There was one part that was winding up the hill. Gosh that was horrible, for a person with motion sickness. After that I couldn't even walk straight -_- Am glad that Singapore is small and MRTs are so convenient! We got to our hotel, which was only 2-star, (bro choose one) and the aircon wasn't working! Plus, the toilet made weird sounds once every minute so we changed our room to the best room FOC! Mind you, it's a 2 star hotel so the best room was still quite meh. Like a normal room you find in 3 star hotels. Okay so our first destinati...

Ikr I'm always not okay -_- But I spend everyday alone ;'( I guess there's nothing much to update about during the holidays Cos mainly it's just CCA. and more CCA... and more CCA However I am going to Phucket in like a few days time and I sure hope I will have some pictures taken to update my blog! Also softball chalet is coming and I think we are screwed lol. The pricing haven't even settle yet wts :/ Anw I feel confident for nationals next year. MUST WIN. ... So I did a personality test out of boredom. Interested to see what I got? ;) It's rather true except for one part... Shall underline the parts that are 100% true Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self . Your friends love you because you are a good listener . They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a tru...

# Pisces never take things for face value & see it's always more than what the naked eye can see. -@AllAboutPisces That's totally spot on LOLOL. Please refer to the sidebar, 'Everything is not as it seems' Am I the only one that wants to remain in my childhood? Am I the only one that doesn't want to grow up? Am I the only one that just wants things to never change? I see so many of my friends getting so grown up, Going to work during the holidays and stuff. And I'm like, The only one that's trying to enjoy my childhood. Lazing around, and being like a kid!!!!! Maybe people want independence? Maybe people just want to grow up? Maybe people wants to be realistic? Maybe they are more mature? But doesn't growing up give you a lot more shit? :/ I think maybe I'm thinking too much. Maybe I'm childish (shit I should stop spamming maybes) But I don't get why people don't want to enjoy ...

Let's talk about My life. Yes my life. Maybe boring for most of you Or tear-jerking May make you feel guilty Angry Lucky or maybe it's just nothing at all. My aim of this post is not to make people sympathise I'm just gonna type it out And share it with people who are at least interested in knowing about my life Or why I always have 'emo' tweets I do hope to inspire though :) Here goes... Past A really happy family. Dad earns a lot Mum earns a few K too Life was smooth sailing Maids to do everything, literally What a lazy bum I was. Had good grades Was in the best class in 6 years of pri sch 1B 2B 3B 4B 5B 6B We would always go for holidays Oh how I wish things would always remain the same But things don't. Now when I think back, I detest myself from the past. I was so ignorant, and really stupid. Taking things for granted. That's when you least expect a disaster to strike Ok so d...

Have any of you felt it was unfair, That you did your best in a test, Yet you got shitty marks (or so they say) And your parents force you to do more work, As punishment? Have you ever felt it was unfair, If you were doing your best, But just couldn't perform well, And people tell you, " If you're not gonna do well, I'm gonna confiscate your ____ (insert word of choice)"? Question: Is Threat and Punishment, supposedly another form of motivation? Or, really just a form of entertainment for others? To see others in despair and frustrated? Edit:// It's 2015 and I'm clearing posts to restart my blog. I deleted the bottom part of this post haha but I shall leave the top here because I think it is an intriguing question. Perhaps when I'm free I will come back and edit this section :)

On the last day of school, we celebrated teachers' day! ♥ I guess our teachers aren't really bad after all. I do feel guilty for not always being a good student. But hey, we're in the rebellious stage and I guess sometimes we just can't help it. We're like kites. The more you restrain and pull back on us, The further we wanna fly. Who likes being 'tied down'? Maybe just at this age, we wouldn't favour it. I think Mr Hamdan is really cool. Cos I remember last year he told us "You don't need love, you only want love." That quote got stuck in my head till now! I think he's really eccentric and it's cool. Weird people are cool. People that don't fit in and have their own ways of thinking. I am like that so I think I'm cool HAHAHAHAA. I'm not bhb ok but I know I'm weird. Too different? Idk. but sometimes it isn't always so good you know? Cos you will alw...