It has been a few years since I last wrote a post. You could say I was Spirit-led to my old blog - perhaps to recall the negativity, nonchalance, and frustrations of my teenage years, which I now find difficult to remember. Why can't I remember them despite having written many posts about my emotions, as a way to process them? Because I have been redeemed by God. For the past 2 years, God worked in me and brought me out of my misery, a misery I thought would never get out of. Today - about 3, 4 years since my last update - I write to share that my life has changed for the better. In fact, it is fantastic. I can now breathe. I laugh freely with much less fear of what is to come. I have hope. I have dreams. I am no longer lonely. I am feeling more complete than ever with God. It sounds too good to be true. But IT IS. It is what it is. It's too good, but it's true. If you're having doubts, I understand you. I used to be a skeptic. I hated Christian...