It has been a few years since I last wrote a post. You could say I was Spirit-led to my old blog - perhaps to recall the negativity, nonchalance, and frustrations of my teenage years, which I now find difficult to remember. Why can't I remember them despite having written many posts about my emotions, as a way to process them? Because I have been redeemed by God. For the past 2 years, God worked in me and brought me out of my misery, a misery I thought would never get out of. Today - about 3, 4 years since my last update - I write to share that my life has changed for the better. In fact, it is fantastic. I can now breathe. I laugh freely with much less fear of what is to come. I have hope. I have dreams. I am no longer lonely. I am feeling more complete than ever with God. It sounds too good to be true. But IT IS. It is what it is. It's too good, but it's true. If you're having doubts, I understand you. I used to be a skeptic. I hated Christian...
She just came home, tired yet satisfied from an annual get-together with her friends back in secondary school. It's always great meeting old friends, she thought. Meeting them is akin to returning home. It is so effortless and comfortable, everything just feels right, while it lasted at least. Still, all good things come to an end. It was time to say good bye, and head home. It was a great night, she thought. How much she has missed them. When everyone moves on in life and walk their separate paths, it's hard to keep in contact. That's right, it felt like returning home. As minutes go, the feeling of emptiness began mounting, a little at a time. She shrugged it off. Must be how I'll miss seeing my friends, after all it's only once a year, she thought. Yet with every step she took, her heart grew heavier. Back at home, the void in her took root. Something was on her mind. Still, she tried to shrug it off Resorting to arranging music score...