I don't know why I've been doing so many quizzes/personality tests

I feel like I have the desire to discover more about myself.

Perhaps I do not understand myself.

So I did a test.. Just wanna paste some results.

For future reference, and in case some of you are interested

Go to ColorQuiz.com if you wanna try it out.

This saddens me the most lol

"Emotionally distant even from those closest to her."

Ok yeah it's true. But having something to confirm it just makes me feel worse.

You know what I mean?

Just like when you have an uncertainty about something, at the same time you're curious about it, then when some neutral source confirms it or when your friend confirms it,

You either feel really happy or really sad :/

My Actual problem:

"Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. she tries to escape into a fantasy world where things go her way and her desires are easier to reach."

Please note that when I was doing this quiz (like maybe a minute ago, I was super emo lol)

Ok yeah but I'm an escapist, cos really in reality things just seems to be too difficult.

So life sucks !

I appear to be such a weakling.

People call me strong.

But maybe inside, I really am just a fragile person.

Feel like my whole life has been a masquerade ball.