upon a falling star...

I don't know where you are in this world You said you would be back in a month You obviously didn't keep your word. When are you coming back? I sort of hate you for leaving us behind Kinda wondering what u are doing right now Where the hell are you? Knowing you, I earnestly hope you don't get into trouble You're freaking gone I admit there are days when I don't even think of you. There are days I come home and everything feels fine Actually, everyday is fine However, this does not mean that I do not miss you Sometimes I think about the fun we had Sometimes I think about how we always fought How you would always lie and acted as a saint too.  You must think we hate you You must think everyone do We don't call, sms or talk to you You must think you are better off gone Well, you are partially wrong I don't hate you but I don't miss you that much Life IS better without you here Things are so much simpl...

OKIE HELLO EVERYONE. So 2013 has started and this is my first post of the year! It's too late to wish people happy new year haha This year I'm gonna stop making NYResolutions. i think it's impossible for me to ever accomplish some of them and  i guess some of them are just unrealistic, or merely expectations of myself.  speaking of expectations, sometimes i don't like people to expect things out of me. like, we personally have our own expectations of ourselves. and usually we accomplish our own expectations. but then, people have greater expectations of us, a lot greater than our expectations. this is when things get warped.  Because people have expectations of us, we somehow infuse their expectations into our expectations. it's like we don't want to disappoint ourselves, nor other people. Give you an example: you expect yourself to get distinction for a subject. you work hard for it. yes u get it. u get an A2 and you're happy....