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Loves music, food, and love itself. I believe I am weird and that's cool. 4th March - Pisces, intuitive dreamer. I love anime too. Joe Hisaishi and Nobuo Uematsu and Yuki Kajiura are examples of great composers. Have you heard their pieces yet? I love Miley Cyrus, she's a true inspiration. Softball pitcher, and aspiring to do more with my life and hopefully someday bring meaning to someone else's life. Everything is not as it seems.

Friday, December 9, 2011

My hands don't wanna be without Your hands

Just here to update about Softball chalet and upload some pictures from Phuket that I just received!
BTW i'm so sorry I do not have the snorkeling photos :((
But this is just about what it looked like...

This picture was taken from inside a tank.
So just imagine seeing THIS many fishes swimming around in blue water.
It's a really pretty sight!

LOOK AT THIS PUPPY. :)

LIKE AWWWWWWWWW....... WTF CAN I BRING IT HOME :((
When I was there it was only 3 weeks old! And it's so cute and cuddly and it's fur is so soft....
And I feel like I can read dogs' behaviours right now because I watch too much of Dog Whisperer.
At one point this puppy was actually shivering and my mum thought it was cold.
But hell no, it had its tail in between it's legs so it was probably nervous and fearful.
Or what Cesar Millan would love to call,
" Submissive state. "


This funny guy we saw at Phi Phi Island when we first got there. Playing guitar in a cute manner and unusual outfit!




LOL at this signboard! IT'S DAMN COOL HAHAHA

So let's update about softball chalet right now!!!!
As some of you may know, the preparations were really screwed up.
Like the pricings, organisations, and people going MIA so on and so forth.
And ultimately we only had 4 amazing people to organise everything.

Standing ovation for: Xin, Hil, Jean and I ^^

Like wts why people don't want to pay up money, and even now, after the chalet, we're still in debt -________-
Can you all just fucking pay up thank you very much.
And is we owe others money, not owe ourselves. Ok la also got owe me money. Sian
Ok I shall complain later.

1st day: 5th Dec

I don't know if I dreaded this day or not.
Part of me wanted to just get this over and done with,
Part of me wanted things to go really smoothly,
Part of me wanted to have some fun too.

F.Y.I 4 of us burnt midnight oil like the few days before the chalet just because of #peoplenotgoingchalet
lolol our hashtag we created.
Like honestly can't you all just make up your mind of something and spare us from last minute work? Hillary stayed up the most. until 6am for two days.
I only lasted until 430am LOL

Ok so when I woke up and I saw a dreadful message already -_-
It's from one of the sec1 boys that said he wouldn't be attending the chalet at all but he would be paying his money.

I was like, " wts hope no more smses telling me they won't be going cos we're really short on people already nehneh."

But kudos to this guy for the second part. AT LEAST HE IS GOING TO PAY. God bless this guy thanks.

Went to school early, at around 830am
And we started preparing for all the games.
There was, paint twister (or flour + food colouring twister), dog and bone, electricity and broken telephone. and of course the infamous waterbomb.

Had to deal with some problems along the way but ultimately things went well and the juniors really enjoyed it. That was a MAJOR relief for us!

Like we spent so much time just to plan all these and finally it paid off.
But it was too early to say, it's only the first day.

However I do have to point this out.
I don't get why our juniors have to let down their hair.
Not hot meh?
Or want be glam only?

I went back home to get my stuff for chalet then went back to downtown east to collect BBQ food. The rest went to get shirt or get lunch.
When I got the food, -_____-
wtf this part pisses me off.

THE FOOD GOT NO PROB.
But... WHY GIRLS MUST CARRY SIA, nehneh.
Like some of the guy juniors also walked past us yknow,
then we ask them to help us carry they dun wan help.
WTF SINCE WHEN WE SEC3S BECOME UR SERVANTS.
WE PLAN THE CHALET ONE LEH NEHNEH.

So in the end it was me, jean, sean, lyn and kirk's father LOL.
Kirk's father is a nice guy !
He helped us book chalet and help us bring the food up too.
And in the end when we don't have adequate money to repay him, we told him we pay him about $300 first then he said ok. SO NICE!

When we finally checked into the chalet, I crashed onto the bed and laid there for 5 minutes.
Felt so good to finally rest for awhile.
Then had to do admin stuff again, like learn how to check out and then preparing games for Amazing Race the next day.

We had a really tough time.

Coach came and helped us BBQ! He was the chef of the day haha!
Kudos to him too! Like honestly, and his food tasted good, not undercooked or overcooked.
Oh yeah then he bought 5 bottles of 1.5 green tea,
Me, jean, hillary and yixin came back all gone sia NEHNEH.

Walao can't keep some for us meh,
i shall stress this again.

WE ORGANISE ONE LEH WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway this whole thing made me very angry but very happy at the end, explanations later.

We got some food and went up but then people started coming up so we moved down.
We rather get bitten by mosquitoes and attacked by ants then see ppl.
So we went down and spent time talking to coach and some of the seniors.

BBQ-ed with coach until 1pm.
GARLIC BREAD FTW.

Went back to the chalet and was really drained but can't even sleep.
Had a nap though, less than an hour.
And CX say chalet sucks and I was like, WTF YOU TRY HAVING 4 BRAINS AND ORGANISING IT.
Ok la I didn't verbally say that but those were my thoughts.

Then I got very angry -_-
like why do people not appreciate things that you painstakingly do?
Why can't people just say a polite " Thank you " or "we appreciate your efforts " ?
Is it really that difficult to be nice?
Is it really difficult to just show some appreciation?
Is it really difficult to say comforting words?

why do people have to add fuel to fire? ._.

Honestly if you think it really sucks you can just leave lor FINE BY ME.
Honestly, we thought of just cancelling the chalet few days before cos we know that no one will appreciate us and we had no idea why we were actually doing this chalet. Let me find some of my tweets and paste here...

Tweets came from before chalet

Jean Ng
@
we should make trend before we sleep

Hillary ♥
@
Let's make a new hashtag hahaha

Hillary ♥
should pay more cause they don't have to do all this shit work.

Jean Ng
like faith, carol and nicole so smart

Hillary ♥
PLEASE TREND THIS NEW HASHTAG BY RANTING ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO DON'T GO FOR CHALETS WHICH ARE ALR PLANNED.

Jean Ng
depriving me of spending quality time with my bed

Hillary ♥
Cup noodles at 1:45am in the morning. you will pay for this! >:-(

Hillary ♥
Burning midnight oil not slang anymore. Now is called burning 3am oil for the haha.

Vanessa Neo
People that not going chalet should pay more cos they don't have to go through the trouble of doing anything regarding this.

Vanessa Neo
, especially those that actually said they were going are fucking bitches and are not needed in this world

Vanessa Neo
We only got 4 brains to plan pratically the entire chalet. We zai or what?

Hillary ♥
Chalet can cancel one anot ah

Vanessa Neo
Maybe we should cancel chalet. AWESOME

Vanessa Neo
Now that we know the truth behind the chalet, I feel fucking cheated. WE SHOULDN'T EVEN PLAN THIS CHALET


Yup that is all!
TWEET SPAM ON MY BLOG LOL.
But can you feel all the tension among all these tweets?
SERIOUSLY?

And regarding the truth behind chalet,
we realised it's just a bonding camp for juniors.

Seriously, if the four of us knew this (ok maybe excluding yixin cos she very nice),
we wouldn't even organise this chalet.
We thought this chalet was a gift to our seniors,
that's why we painstakingly organised this.
But no it's supposed to be a bonding camp.

WHAT FOR, when our juniors don't even like us wts -.-
anw they already had bonding session organised by sec2s in the beginning of the year
So why do we need to do it again.

ok sorry rant so much.. where was I?
OH YEAH SO DON'T FUCKING SAY THE CHALET SUCKED OK WE DID A LOT OF WORK HERE YKNOW PLEASE SHOW SOME APPRECIATION YOU ASSES.

Anyway it sucked a little cos very little ppl stay over so thats why at night got nothing to do :p
I guess that's why the seniors say it sucked.
BUT ANW CAN DUN MAKE IT SOUND SO BAD ANOT

Woke xin up at around 5 or 6 am??
She was sound asleep when me and jean were beside her and I started whispering her name.
and she actually responded and when she woke up she thought it was in her dream.

I suggest everyone tries this.
Like when someone is asleep, you can whisper weird things, or offensive things and they will have funny reactions.

I suggest:
" Your crush asked me out. "
" You so ugly "
" Why do you have so much armpit hair? "

LOLOLOL ok I was kidding about the last one.
Just make up some weird questions/comments! Trust me, this is a good prank.
Video it down too HAHAHAA

2nd day - 6th December (i'm so sorry it's already 6th in the above)

ME AND JEAN WENT TO SLEEP LOLLLLLL.
I think we were the only ones that actually sleep in the day.
I think Bang Yi too.
WATER SIGNS FOR THE WIN! (cancer, pisces, scorpio)

How can people stay awake in the day.
See like right now it's 1am ++++ and I'm still wide awake. -_-
Just that later I have to force myself to sleep since there's training at 9am.

Sorry for digression

Amazing Race and some people decided not to come and some people decided to come lolol.
Had major changes to groupings and what not.
After amazing race, PHEW. Went back to sleep again :p
Jean and I were at the same station and we cleared our station really quick.
Ours was the first station that all 4 groups finished

so we went to slack and get ice cream and even had lunch while when we went to the gathering area, the rest haven't even arrived.

Seniors and juniors both said that it was fun. PHEW. Success!
Went back, napped, and mahjong HAHA!
I can't really remember what happened throughout the night but then it was nothing much cos we were all doing our own things already.
oh yeah, there was MRT game and I can say that it was insane.
Didn't participate in it though since I'm such a serene person HAHAHAHA.

There was movie night too.
Guess that's pretty much the tradition.
And we sec3s had to clear up the mess EVERYWHERE.

Honestly, when did we become servants?
It's not like we are paid to do this man.
But I also can't stand the mess.
Huiting said I have OCD :(
For organising mahjong tiles really nicely into the box

I FEEL SO WEI3 QU1

Things I remember were:
Gossip session with jean, xin, huiting, rw and cx but cx slept halfway
Breakfast
Sleeping

Well our gossip session lasted for quite awhile anyway
i dun like CBF!!!!!!
Oh and commenting on who is pretty and who is not
Shoot shag marry.
and juniors drawing on bangyi's face LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!

ok shall not comment on that anymore. -_-
Last day nothing much, just checked out.

that's pretty much it.
I guess I really ranted a lot.

But no hard feelings, I was just saying everything I truly feel.
I'm really glad that everything turned out as planned ultimately, but seriously there were a lot of shit going on too.

♓All About Pisces♓
When a actually opens their mouth, And tell you how they truly feel?! You will probably dis-like them afterwards. ha ha!!

People please don't start hating on me lolol.


//P.S I feel so sad now cos so many things are happening sigh.

Sometimes I wonder what will happen if I really type out here what I feel everyday and if I really treated this site as my diary.
Cos people don't really know me yet, I don't say how I TRULY TRULY feel everyday. Cos people judge.
and you know what sometimes I do say the things that I've been hiding for so long, but people don't actually notice it. When I actually say them tears sting my eyes, but people just think that it's just a casual remark. Is it actually a good thing that no one understands me yet?

I'm just afraid no one will ever understand me.

//P.P.S Can we all learn to be a little nicer and more cooperative?
That's what I learnt from this softball chalet.
Things will just fuck up even when the minority doesn't agree to work together.
We're all of the human race, why can't we just learn to give and take?
Can we all stop being selfish?


#nowplaying - My Hands

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