Pass me a Gun

Totally feel like shutting down.

Cos my dad is a disappointment.

Truth is, are you even my dad?

Or have you been this way all this while, since I was born?

Feel like I shouldn't have trusted you.

I don't know why I forgive you.

I deserve a better dad, I do.

I deserve a better parent, and a better life.

You know what angers me a lot?

When people use FML loosely.

Like:

"I'm so ugly. Forever alone. FML."

Bitch your life is rather perfect.

Only problem is yourself.

If you perceive yourself as ugly, then yeah you are.

What right do you have to say FML?

What do you know about mental torture?

Why is everybody hating their own life?

I would so very much love to have your life right now cos mine sucks.

But yet i never said FML once.

Cos I know I'm not the person with the suckiest life

I know that it's still better somehow.

But people who are REALLY fortunate,

Please count your blessings.

Fuck your life?

I think you should fuck yourself. Seriously.

Still remember when I got hit by my dad.

like da fuq?

and I bled from my nose.

I still remember that so clearly.

I know you and mum are separating soon.

Honestly, I just want to remember the good things about you.

Days pass, and no you are becoming more of a fucking bastard.

I have nothing to say to you.

Hope when we separate I will have a better life.

And I hope you do too, but since you yourself as a person is this screwed,

you're pretty much hopeless.

GOOD DAY.